before sunrise

The birdie on our clock just cuckoo-ed 5AM. I woke up in the middle of the night and been facing my laptop since, checking my personal email to clean up my inbox which have gathered about 200+ unread spams. For some reason, even if I have turned the anti-spam on, spams still manage to get in one way or another tsk tsk.

Anyways, I wasn't planning on blogging but for one reason...

To the girl who celebrates CHARLES SCHULZ's day,
it's time to celebrate yours....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
DEAR BOOTSIE!!!
The rest is on email ne~ Have a fun and fab time today.
And you owe me a libre hahahaha~

Oh and TxT Osaka con is later today. The last leg of the DAME CON tour finally coz atleast TxT can have a semi-break 'til July+August. I know rehearsals and preparations are still to be made for the solo projects so Im wishing that TxT would be eating all the ramen they can eat and rest as much as they can for the time-being coz all these performances get tedious. Needless to say, Tackey looked more and more like he's got a looooot of room for ramen these days (which I can say is different in my case as I've been told that Im gaining some---whopeee). Plus Im feeling something big is up on the last quarter of the year...


PS: With my TxT bit, that makes two (^~^)V

dame eyecandies

I think it's about the right time to write something on . . .

You know that I am bound to---sooner or later ne . I was just leafing through the TxT Dame Con pamphlet and I am back to the TackeyTsuba trance. How could I not when it's my favorite boys looking back at me so intently?! As most TackeyTsuba fervent fans know, the new pamphlet is YIN-YANG themed. Consistently Black and White on cover and pages but mostly Tackey and Tsubasa in serious mode. My favorite would be the gatefold spread at the middle with TxT nuge shots showing side by side but when you open the gatefold, the spread above is shown. On the white area where 'TACKEY' is written, TxT are seen smiling and doing playful poses. Can you tell whom Tackey's mimicking on this particular pose??? *LMAOOO~*

I think it's either Tackey is doing a SADAKO or a SPIDERMAN hahahahaha~ Moving on, the black side where 'TSUBASA' is, TxT are shown in their signature brooding kakkoii poses a.k.a Winkup|Myojo|Potato|Popolo type shots. The rest of the pages are rounds of eyecandy that even my indifferent gay pal is now trying to bid for my one and only copy. Of course, I am not one who'd give up something so precious (to me atleast hehe). Anyways, here are some other pics from the pamphlet:






And we've come to the part that I give thanks ----> MAUMAU 本当にありがとう。計画Bはそれほど悪くありませんでしたね~~~ <333

umibe ni ikimashou~

Spent a weekend at Tali with the crazy gang from work. It was a much needed change of scenery and fresh atmosphere. Plus, lots of laugh ^^ Wasn't really in the mood to take a dip so I just sat there under the shades and watch my workmates do little skimboarding attempts + swimming or dog paddling (whatever you call it) + sunburning XDDD. They guarded the waters while I guarded the Red Horse beers *hic* ahahaha~

Thank you to Sunshine + Pat for the Tali day & night shots. Your pics captured the beauty of Tali. Thank you to Jay for my feeling-emo pic. Actually, Im not feeling emo but feeling sleepy already. I think I was already asleep there only with my eyes open *lol*

ugleh, ugleh

Later today, we will go vote for national elections. It wasn't really part of my plan to do so as I have better and more fruitful things up my sleeves to look forward to. Since it was postponed, I was left with no choice. DARN IT. How I hate Philippine politics. It's true what my parents say about political candidates these days---they fight for money not for service. And it's funny how these things get so obvious around the time when these politicians should keep their images clean and untainted. Political clans go all out against each other that I cannot even bring myself discussing how many casualties there are already. Then there are politicians who claim not to be corrupt but hey, they've got millions if not billions to spare for their political campaign. And they say that a national politician's annual salary is not even near a million! So why is there an overflowing money wastage around this time then?!! Why do these politicians enjoy evergreen pastures for production of campaign materials which unfortunately end up at our trash bins anyways?! Add to that, these politicians go around in their luxury vans during campaign period which is so contradictory to their supposed causes. How can you go serve your countrymen when you cant even walk with them? Can't even give up the luxuries you have been so accustomed to in your own campaign trail?! And the most interesting thing is amidst the lechon giveaways and the 'incentives', the present government says that they'd have yet to look into these things to qualify if they are indeed bribery. COME ON! It doesn't take a genius to know that any material or immaterial things which influence one's judgement especially during elections is a form of bribery. Oh just another proof of how stupidity can easily get into the government.

So later, Id be lucky if Id be able to come up with more than 3 candidates for Senatorial posts. I'll try but will not take chances if I really can't squeeze anything out. I'd rather go with nosebleeding than have a government uglier than what we already have. But okay, I won't be so nega about this since I get to have another holiday. Yipeeee!

to the bestest mom~

To my SUPERMOM, who have put up with all the stress, the pains, the hurts, the patience, the sacrifices all these years, thank you very, very much. My fondest memories would always include the afternoons by the doorway. The summer sun illuminating the sala and you stroking my hair and my face while I lie my head on your lap. It never fails to put me to a very good snooze in no time (I wonder if your 'medication' would cure my insomnia now...). Thank you for being what you are and who you are. And I am sorry for the heartaches sometimes. I guess I am just being my stubborn self (which I probably got from you anyway hehehe V(^-^)V) May you get all the joys and happiness you deserve coz I always include that in my prayers.

To the rest of the supermoms I know, hope you be blest a thousand-fold for all the good things you have done. Stay SUPER! (^___^)

a wake-up call

Allow me to be cryptic for this one entry. My theme song these days should have been THIS but in a snap, it turned to THIS.

No one asked for it to happen. No one expected it. No one wanted it. It's just things like these that immediately pull you back to reality when it starts to stare at you right in your face. And it takes a lot of will and strength to level up to the situation.

I have been living GREY'S ANATOMY (minus the McDreamies and McSteamies) for the past days. Without going into details, I have to say that it was the longest I have stayed in the hospital and I wasn't loving any minute of it. Hospital atmosphere gives me the creeps. Even if I wasn't the patient, I feel very uneasy walking around the corridors seeing sick people everyday. And there is something about the smell of hospitals which isn't very pleasant to my senses. If I were psychosomatic, I would have fallen ill myself. Funny that even my sister claims the same and she, herself, is a doctor. So it was such a great relief that whoever I was there in the hospital for had passed a critical medical procedure with success though it is definitely not a reason for complacency. Anyways, right now Im trying to find my way back to my routines and slowly Im getting there. It's just sad that along the way some sacrifices has to be made. Even if it is something which entails my own happiness *sniff*. But I've always believed that everything happens for a reason even if those reasons are unknown to us. So much as it is disheartening, I choose not to ponder much of it coz I know that one day it'll just happen and when it does, 'somebody' should start running ....... fast. REALLY FAST *lol*